on e morn last Sat... i woken up to e sound of my cousin who moved back home... after all e hoo-ha from e house renovation... i woke up reluctantly... y? due to lack of sleep and booze hours earlier...
i dun know y but e intention to catch up w/ friends over drinks comes up last fri evening... perhaps its been a hard week.. i believed ive work hard n so i need rejuvenation... thus, drinks... but e next day, same issue.. not hangover but lack of sleep... hate this feeling... then suddenly God spoken...
its taking a toll on u...
checkin back e amount of $$ used drinking, cab rides... i guess i cld have gotten a 2nd-hand DSLR camera by now... god is great... i dun know if God answered but i suddenly wanted to get away from booze once n for all... right away...
ive been telling that people who smoke n payin to kill themselves r stupidest of all stupids... guess karma falls on me... maybe thats y i feel lethagic and fails dat damning broad-jump!!! reason of all?? booze!.
ive a lovely understanding gf i can tell e Lord, she's e one!... n only one i wanna marry... in order to fulfil this promise, i need to take care of my well-being.. save $$ in e process... no more booze, no more late-nights...
i can feel in my body that although im jus a social-drinker, the amount of alcohol (more or less) makes me dehydrated n i farking dread that... is becomin a problem for me.
so, after e aftermath of fri night drinkin.. it was great catch up w/ friends w/ booze, but booze?? e last time im sure ever touch that... besides, w/ some farker waking up @ odd hrs in e hse... i dun hav e luxury of ppl nowadays, e luxury to sleep til afternoon... thus, keepin myself sane n awake r piority now.. n, i can save up for marriage... :)
so is bye booze... i can't take u in anymore...
friends, dun ask me sure or not... I feel God answered n is a SURE.
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Monday, October 10, 2011
bye booze...
journal . at 09:37
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