NEWMAN...

hi guys... how've u been???

its been a wild ride, a turbulence 2 weeks at work... many things to undertake and the urgency to pick things up gets real fast... ive a fantastic team of colleagues working along wif me and at times... i felt sorry for not picking up wat they wanted; that things be done on time...

at one moment i broke down n tear bcos i felt i was been a let-down after wat my colleague have done for me... i feel as though i was not interested in my work at all. its unprofessional and i feel bad having to be nag at to get things done.

but having the weekend to think things thru... wif alot of advises from Edwin, Pris, Jessica as well for other people... these r e guys who think i shld make it n will make it... ive no illusion as to not think y i wld disappoint them. it be a real disappointment for as the first time they think im somebody who can make it far, be it personal character or at work.

i feel my old-self is a selfish, inferior bastard who gets easily emotional and frustrated at e slightest thing. at a tender almost 30 years on this planet, i know if i continue to behaved like this... its either a career suicide or simply be kept outcast forever... no one wld give a shit bout...

WHO??? WHO's THAT STUPID FARK??



IVY: btw u train till very gd.. gd tan n build, look better & pretty...


this is extracted from a MSN conversation earlier...
oh man... thanks gal. i wish u and ur bf well.. and loving til old... :)


to change one, physically need a overhaul. then its the character part... Pris have e confindence in me that i can change... for e better... so who can judge me then???

TIME. yeap, let time to judge... for e old-self is relatively classified as "dead"... a NEWMAN is born at e stroke of midnight... everything about me is changing... im not tellin u to believe... i dun blog to deceived... i will change... no longer e emotional me... for that is no longer in question.


a NEWMAN is born... i told Ivy that a good body is a gift to yourself... a good character kills all bad impression on you...

first time bloggin from home... wif Budweiser my companion...

chill folks...

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